Mad Men (Part 7)

[Continued from here]

The next morning all went by in a bit of a blur. Beranwen rose just before dawn, and was hustled around the house by Nereus, hassling the kitchens for food for lunch, checking on the weather, carrying the packs to the stables, and eating a hasty breakfast in between. Her family milled around her as she worked, full of questions and jokes, insults and encouragement. Beranwen wasn't sure what she told them, but as she led lord Quinton's horse out and round to the front of the house, she thought she saw her father frowning unhappily.

She left Quinton's horse with the doorman while she returned for her own mount. At least she wasn't riding an unknown - ever since her father had taken the job here, she had been out on most every horse in the stables, saving the two belonging to their lordships. For today, she was being leant a chestnut mare that she had known as a foal. As she flung her pack over the saddle, she heard her father clear his throat behind her.
"Pa."
"What are you about, girl?"
Oh, of course. Beranwen realised. Tuples don't like nobility. That's what pa's cross about.
"Master Nereus told me I'm to be an advisor for the day."
"I heard that first time you said it. And you'll do it, because you're a good girl, but don't start thinking it means anything. They'd pass you over s..."
"Pass me over soon as spit." Beranwen finished. "I know. But what else am I supposed to do? I can't tell them no, can I?"
"You don't have to enjoy it."
Beranwen gave her father an odd look.
"Enjoy it?"
"You start having fun, you'll start thinking you're entitled to something. They'll bust that dream out of you in a heartbeat."
"Pa!"
"Don't work for nobles, Winnie. It never did anyone any good."
"We work for nobles already."
"No. We work for the horses. You work for the housekeeper. The lords are a long way up from that. Don't let this go to your head. Don't let them promise you anything."
"I think it'd be a dark day I believed a promise from a Mad Man, pa. Don't worry. Master Nereus has already given me this lecture. Almost this lecture. 'This is just for the one day, and don't go thinking you'll get anything else out of it.' I'm not going to be disappointed when I'm back scrubbing tables tomorrow."
"Just make sure you're not." Her father fidgeted a minute before stepping forward and wrapping his arms around her. "Good luck out there, Winnie."
"Pa." Beranwen hugged her father back, feeling slightly out of sorts at the emotion he was showing. But then he was pulling away, and was his usual, surly self again.
"Better get off. Don't want to keep them waiting."

[Part 8]

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